When your heart turns cold
It causes your soul to freeze
It spreads thru your body and spirit
Like a ruthless disease
The walls that once were down
now stand firm and tall
safe from hate/love pain/joy
until you feel nothing at all
When you heart turns cold
a baby's cry means nothing
and dead corpse is only trouble
The pain inside your heart is daily
Loneliness becomes your best friend
Death seems like tranquility
Sleeping is never peaceful
if you sleep at all
You forget ideals and turn off reason
just to protect your soul
If you dont understand this poem
Just wait one day till your heart turn cold!
To bear the storms that life may share;
To walk where only lions dare.
Sometimes when im alone...
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Sometimes when im alone
I ponder of my true goal
Trying to find a peace of mind
While preserving my consience and soul
Forever yearning to be accepted
and from all receive respect
Trying hard not to compromise
and when i do i only regret
A crying child trapped within a freak
How can there be peace?
Listening to these cries get louder and louder
by this child inside of me
This match within me may give
the perfect oppurtunity
To see both sides each day
Yet it is this very match
that kils me more each day
Maybe one day i might be free
but until then i live my life
with this crying child inside of me
To bear the storms that life may share;
To walk where only lions dare.